Before you think you’re not Beautiful…Think Again.

Basically what I’m saying is, before you think you’re not Beautiful, Think again….

http://www.upworthy.com/2-people-described-the-same-person-to-a-forensic-artist-and-this-is-what-happene

I’ve watched this. Amazing. ❤

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Why Dating May Not Seem Such a Bad Idea….After all.

First of All – 

Happy Veteran’s Day to all of those who have served, who are still currently serving and those who have given their lives up so that we may be free.

Have YOU Thanked a Veteran today?

Anyways – I spent the morning walking in the parade in town, handing out flags to the public. Yes, it was so cold, my fingers froze and my nose ran. But it was just a really great experience to be walking among the men and women who have served, feeling like I was doing my own duty.

I got to meet one of my cousins I’ve never even met on my Dad’s side of the family. Great guy. Then, there was another guy who’s name I’ve sadly forgotten. And then there’s this other guy. A few years older than me. Really… cute? If I say adorable, I dunno how a guy would react to that. Anyways. He seems really great. He’s single as well.

I mean – don’t get me wrong. I’m not in a huge rush to get into a relationship and get serious. But if it happens, it happens. I mean, I still plan on living my life how I want, living my dreams. I’d just like to be with someone who won’t purposely try to hold me back, tell me I can’t do something. I want someone who can/will tell me that I can do anything, if I put my mind and heart into it. I’d like support (not necessarily financial, but like a “you can do it!” kind of support) in things I’d like to do, just like I want to be able to support them in their own dreams. Be their Team cheer-person. Cheesy, I know.

I mean, I don’t want some poor example of the men in some of my distant family who don’t know how to treat any female with respect, who hinders others from their goals, and are controlling. I don’t want an alcoholic. My Father is/was one. I don’t want that same experience. I deserve better.

Someone who know’s how to have fun without thinking he’s the best thing out there. Someone who wouldn’t cheat on me, or lie to me. I’d rather you tell me the truth about everything, than be lied to. If I was in a relationship or marriage, and the other person didn’t love me anymore, then I want to be told. Not lied to, or cheated on.

I don’t want to be controlled. I wanna be talked to like a normal human being. Because I am.

But anyways. Maybe I’ll go by the guys’ work and I dunno, give him my numbers. Take a shot. Won’t know unless I try.

 

XO.
Ellie-Mae 

What I’ve been doing – (While away from WordPress…)

Hello All! – 

Yes, it’s me. Again. I realize my blog was thrown for a loop. Here I am, posting every day it seems, then I go what, almost two weeks without? Yeah, Life happened. Well, it always happens, but Reality caught up. As much as I don’t recognize “Reality”, it did. My views on Reality, is that when you finally see Reality and live in it, you’re no longer you. 

It sounds ubber confusing, I know, I know. It’s just, a lot of my family used to be Happy. Until they focused on the crappy reality, and now, they’re either depressed and alcoholics, workaholics, rude and angry, just to name a few emotions. Yeah, I start worrying on how I’m gonna pay for my college education (btw, I graduate in 2 Semesters!), and everybody always says that $10,000 is not a lot of money. Hello! I’ve never SEEN $10,000 in my LIFE. Never. And now, that debit is in MY name. Don’t even ask me about the Department of Education. 

Cause I’ll rip that entire thing to shreds. Freakin’ rip it. 

Anyways – 
Reality = Bad. Don’t focus on Reality. You become this weird angry person. Unless it’s your cuppa tea. 

JingleBells, JingleBells, JingleAllTheWay…….

Sorry, I needed a random break-line. Cute song. 

While away from WordPress, I have; 

  • Participated in Halloween festivities by Dressing up and LARPing. (Sorta.)
  • Have watched Felicia Day’s episode of ‘Supernatural – 9×04 “Slumber Party”
    One Word – “Ding Dong, Bitches.”
  • Recently gotten back into WoW. For the non-nerds who don’t understand… World of Warcraft. Please. Get into it. Addicting. (Well, so is STO [Star Trek Online]…) Felicia Day even plays. Word.
  • Gone through insane Auditions and a couple productions
  • Studied a dissected frog. Poor thing. 
  • Put together like 2 presentations on Criminalistics I topics. (Hair and Fiber Examinations and Typed Document Examinations. Go me!)
  • Lost another Mother. She was like, my other mother growing up. Technically, she’s one of my BFF’s Mom’s, but hey, her parents became my other parents. I went to her showing on Thursday night, but since her death, I’ve been thrown for a complete loop. ♥ Rest in Peace; Diana Sue Hayes Cline.♥ 
  • Geek-ed out with BlizzCon2013. Check out http://www.WorldofWarcraft.com or more info. (Of course, it was a virtual Live! thing for me. I’m hoping for SupernaturalCon, and ComicCon in a year or two. Who’s been to any Cons? Comment and tell me YOUR experience. 🙂
  • Made my own CoffeeExpresso milkshake to my brothers’ Chicken Enchilada’s. Yummy on both behalf’s. See a post coming soon for recipes. 
  • AND – I’ve been drawing up Ideas for my own Webshow, hosted by me! Also, of course, featuring my amazing friends, and hopefully some other awesome people. :3

 

Wowee. A lot, right? What have you all been up to in the meantime?

 

XO. Ellie-Mae

Guest Blog #1 – Rynne Harrison

Rynne’s Random Blog #1

I’ve been asked by Ellie to be a guest blogger, so here I am. Hope this is random enough for ya.

When I first started my own blog, and told some people about it, the first thing that was said was, “Is your life really that interesting?” To that, I replied, “No, it isn’t. It’s for my writing.” Which is true. It is for my writing. Yes, I’m one of those. I write fanfiction. No, I don’t write Twilight Fanfiction, or Dr. Who, or even Supernatural. I write Star Trek fanfiction. Yes, you heard me right. I am a Trekker. But not only that, I’m a child of the science-fiction genre.

It’s taken me over twenty years to admit it, but it’s true. My first experience that I remember was sitting in a dark movie theatre and watching the first scene of Star Wars, the classic trilogy. My three-year-old eyes taking in the blockade runner racing across the screen with the massive Star Destroyer lumbering after it, laser blasts hitting the hull of the small ship. Seeing the characters in life and death situations, and finally beholding the terrifying vision of Darth Vader, probably one of the best movie villains of all time was a life-changing experience. When I saw all of it, was when I fell in love with the movies. Not only did I fall in love with the movie itself, but I fell in love with the craft of making movies, especially science-fiction. Let me explain.

Making movies is not only a job, but it’s an art form. It’s not just a process, but it’s a journey. Crafting a character takes time, skill, patience, and a little bit of luck. The only reason why I know this, is that I did some classes in college and a play, so I am, by no means, a professional. To see what goes on behind the scenes is magic to me.

To me, life is like the movies. I know…I know. You’re probably thinking what does this person know. She’s not even a professional. Well, before ya’ll go off on me, let me defend myself.

Life is a journey, a process, if you will. No, it’s not scripted, but if you figure things out just enough, you can make that journey worthwhile. Yes, there may be bumps in the road, and situations that you don’t know how to handle, but if you think of yourself as a character, it helps you thing of ways to cope through some of the hardest things that you have to face.

My happiest place on earth, growing up or even now, is sitting in a darkened movie theater or my darkened living room, and watching the heroics of Luke Skywalker, Princess Leia, or Han Solo, or the rebellious antics of my favorite captain of the Starship Enterprise, James T. Kirk, (personally I like Chris Pine’s version, but then again, I just like to look at Mr. Pine, but the acting ability that he has is definitely a plus), and the rest of the crew, or the seductive nature of Gary Oldman’s Dracula.

Life is one giant action sequence. You have to grab hold and ride it for all it’s worth. Don’t be afraid, because unlike the movies, you don’t get a second take.

 

To Read more of Rynne Harrison’s work, go to: http://rynneharrisonfiction.wordpress.com/

Future Guest Bloggers, Star Trek and More Random Stuffs.

Oh Gosh – 

Thank You, to those who have either started to follow my WordPress, or have liked it so far. It never occured to me, that people may actually care what I have to say. I mean, I can’t stand myself sometimes too. But, waking up to new followers, it really makes me happy, and makes my morning – and day. 

I’ll be posting some new updates within the next couple of days. You can see what will be mentioned in the previous blog post to this. It’s taken some time, basically, because my life has been thrown through some loops, and I’m still trying to recover from that. Losing someone so great in my life, it tends to suck. So bear with me. Yeah?

The next post, coming in a few moments, is from one of my really great friends; Rynne. She too, runs her own WordPress, after I got her into it, mainly posting Fanfiction of the “Safe and Sound” series from the JJ Abrams reboot of ‘Star Trek’, starring Chris Pine, Zachary Quinto, Karl Urban, Zoe Saldana, Simon Pegg, John Cho, Anton Yelchin, Bruce Greenwood, and the EVER famous ‘Star Trek Original Series’ star, Leonard Nemoy who played (original) Commander Spock, under (William) Shatner’s Captain James T. Kirk.

I saw the reboot on Netflix, when it was released, after having watched TOS (The Original Series) and TNG (The Next Generation) on Television. I absolutely loved it, instantly adoring (Chris Pine’s) Kirk and (Quinto’s) Spock. Karl Urban (Bones) was a bit new to me, and I have to say, I’ve been hooked on him since then. So now, I have watched both ‘Star Trek’ and ‘Star Trek Into Darkness’. 

Oh, but that’s a whole ‘nother blog post of it’s own. Which I’ll release later. Ton’s of Trek stuff in the future. 🙂

 

Anyways – I have asked Rynne Harrison to guest blog, as well as many others. Maybe one day, I’ll even get David Dayan Fisher (who played Trent Kort on NCIS) to guest blog, who is a dear friend of mine. Very good friend, though I’ve yet to meet the man. Who knows, maybe even one day I’ll get Felicia Day on here too. 😉

So, here it is, see the next post for her guest!post. 🙂

 

XO.

Ellie-Mae

Updates that’ll be coming your way!

Updates that will be posted: 
– After!Post of ‘Supernatural’ 9×04 “Slumber Party” (feat. Felicia Day & Tiio Horn)
– Audition America Talent Production & My Involvement.
– Fanfiction stuffs
– Random stuffs
– Death of a friend and mother. ♥ Rest in Peace; Diana Sue Hayes Cline.♥ 11/3/2013♥
– WoW. -World of Warcraft, nerds….
– Recipes. Mine and the Brothers’. 
-Halloween. LARP & The Costumed Girl. ;D

**These Updates will not be in this exact order. But oh well. 

 

XO – Ellie-Mae.