A New Year.

Well, it’s been awhile, hasn’t it. I haven’t really known what to write, to be honest, yet so much has happened since August. So, now I’m now getting to update. Yay!

Things to Update –

  • Made it to One-Year Anniversary with my amazing boyfriend ❤
  • Went to Niagara Falls, Canada.
  • Watched all of the Avengers cartoons on Netflix.
  • Looked at a house with my amazing boyfriend
  • Graduated with my Associates degree in Criminal Justice.
  • Got a new job!
  • Got my first credit card
  • Got a Beautiful promise ring from said amazing boyfriend


Should I necessarily go in order? Eh. Let’s not and say I did. 🙂

So, you might have read in a previous blog post where my boyfriend and I had made it “official” on April 26th. Our actual official anniversary is December 18th. Our Facebook official is April 26th. To clear that up. Anyways, on 12-18-14, we made it to our One-Year. I love this man to death and wouldn’t, couldn’t trade him for anything.

strip relationship


During the first week of June 4th, 5th and 6th, my mother and I went on a bus trip to Niagara Falls, Canada. Amazing place. So beautiful. I recommend going.

greetings canada card


I watched all of the “Avengers” cartoons from start to finish on Netflix. My favorite is Iron Man and Captain America. Robert Downey Jr. is a stud. ;P (Don’t Tell my Boyfriend that….although I think he already knows…)


Looked at a nice house with said amazing boyfriend. Pretty house, too big for us though 😦


Graduated with my Associates Degree in Criminal Justice. 🙂
I’ll be going to Ohio University for my Criminal Justice Bachelor’s degree in Fall 2015 with a minor in Forensics and Theatre.

graduation gibson graduation


Left my waitress job behind and got a Security Officer job. Woo!

work glasses


Applied and was granted a Discover Student Credit Card. Nice backup. I highly recommended Discover.

Got a Beautiful infinity promise ring from my amazing boyfriend. I’m in love with this ring, and I’m in Love with him. ❤


Anywho. I’ll have more later!





Thanks For The Icy Buckets

Thanks For The Icy Buckets.


❤ LOVE this post by Rachel Miner who played Meg Masters (Demon) on Supernatural (CW) from 2009-2013.

She had blogged about her views on seeing others do the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge.

Rachel has been diagnosed with MS, but to read such a post, makes me even want to cry.




I Iz on Tumblrrrrr. :3

Okay, I’m on Tumblr. It’s been a LONG while, and I used to go crazy with my fandoms…. oh wait, I still do.



You may see a lot of Florence + The Machine, Doctor Who, some Supernatural and other stuffs!





Post Fix: Whoops! I forgot to put in my link…. http://ellie-andthemachine.tumblr.com/ 

Daily Prompt: Singular Sensation

If you could have a guarantee that one, specific person was reading your blog, who would you want that person to be? Why? What do you want to say to them?

Via: michelle w. & ‘The Daily Post of WordPress.com’ 1/14/14


If I could guarantee that one, specific person, was reading my blog, who would I want that person to be? Why, and what do I want to say to them?

Oh GOSH. I’m absolutely fan-girling in my head. In the middle, or well, a corner of Starbucks a few miles away from my college. I come for the company of others (though nobody talks to me), everybody is so lovely here, the smells are amazing, and the warmth is a-glow. 
Anyways, yeah, I’m fan-girling about this particular post, and I’m fan-girling over Starbucks. Sorry. Anyways. 


My specific person would either be Florence Welch (of Florence + The Machine), Jensen Ackles, or Felicia Day. 

For Today – We’ll go with Felicia Day. 

Do any of you even know her? Felicia freakin’ Day. You may know her of the CO-OPTITUDES she does with her brother, or you may know her from her series ‘The Guild’. You may even know her from ‘Dr. Horrible’s Sing-a-Long Blog’. As the owner of Geek and Sundry in Los Angeles. Or alas, as Charlie Bradbury from the CW’s “Supernatural” series. I know her from all. 🙂

Felicia Day. Ginger/Redhead Extraordinaire. Geek. Nerd. Inspirational to me and somebody who I look up to. She has such an adventurous side. 

These should all be good enough reasons that I would like her to read my blog, but I’m not simply going for “good enough”. 

I would really like Felicia Day to read my blog, so I can tell her that she really does inspire me. Because of her, I’m outspoken, I’ve re-founded my passion for my gaming, I’ve allowed my inner-geek to come out when before I was too scared to, in fear of others’ judgement. Felicia can act however wacky she wants, as free as she wants, as wild as she wants, and she doesn’t care about what others say, and she’s helped inspire that in me, and I hope to pass that on to everybody else. 

To her, I may end up just being another fan-girl of the bunch, I mean, she acknowledges people, but I’m just a 21-year old girl from a small town that probably shouldn’t even exist on a map, and I don’t really know if it even does. 

But if Felicia Day reads this…. I hope one day, we can meet. Maybe even become friends. Best Friends. You’ve inspired me to follow so many dreams of mine, and acting is one of them. So, Thank You, Felicia. I have so much gratitude for you, and yet, I have never even met you. Maybe one day.


You can find Felicia at: 
and many other sites!


My Lack of Posts and My Illness.

Hello WordPress Friends and Followers.

I apologize for the lack of updating for a few weeks, and everything. With finals right after Thanksgiving (give or take a few weeks) I had been stressed out about that, and then when break had started for the season, I had been stressed out even more with the printing company doing my casting cards and headshots.

Well, 2 weeks ago, I had gotten headaches, every night, almost as if they were migraines. During the last part of the 2 week time-frame, I had gotten a hard spot on my face. Needless to say, it had spread over my face, from beside my ear to my jaw line and my hair line.

Intense pain. Horrible pain. Pressure on my brain, headache/migraines, and just horrible feeling all over. Wasn’t able to get into the Doctor’s until day-after-Christmas. 

Diagnosis? Shingles. My BFF from Indiana was over, and we were supposed to head to Indiana at 5am this morning. Needless to say, I’m on anti-biotics, 5 times a day. Hydrocodone for painkillers since I’m not allowed ibuprofen or any aspirin-based pills. 2 Vitamin C’s, and another immune-boosting pill. On top of all my other vitamins (3).  For a week. 

I’m on quarantine. 

Not only can I not see my friends, I can’t go out for New Years Eve. Happy Freakin’ Holidays. 

So, I’m stuck with shoving pills down my throat, no seeing my friends, no going out (or even to walmart or Staples to get my Surface 2). No, I’m stuck in bed, watching Netflix (Adam-12 and Supernatural for sure), and yeah.

So, if I don’t post a lot, this is why. I’ve already done cried a good 10 times in the past 12 hours. 

I’m ONLY 21, and I’ve got Shingles. 

Yay. Me.

Have a great holiday everyone.

What I’ve been doing – (While away from WordPress…)

Hello All! – 

Yes, it’s me. Again. I realize my blog was thrown for a loop. Here I am, posting every day it seems, then I go what, almost two weeks without? Yeah, Life happened. Well, it always happens, but Reality caught up. As much as I don’t recognize “Reality”, it did. My views on Reality, is that when you finally see Reality and live in it, you’re no longer you. 

It sounds ubber confusing, I know, I know. It’s just, a lot of my family used to be Happy. Until they focused on the crappy reality, and now, they’re either depressed and alcoholics, workaholics, rude and angry, just to name a few emotions. Yeah, I start worrying on how I’m gonna pay for my college education (btw, I graduate in 2 Semesters!), and everybody always says that $10,000 is not a lot of money. Hello! I’ve never SEEN $10,000 in my LIFE. Never. And now, that debit is in MY name. Don’t even ask me about the Department of Education. 

Cause I’ll rip that entire thing to shreds. Freakin’ rip it. 

Anyways – 
Reality = Bad. Don’t focus on Reality. You become this weird angry person. Unless it’s your cuppa tea. 

JingleBells, JingleBells, JingleAllTheWay…….

Sorry, I needed a random break-line. Cute song. 

While away from WordPress, I have; 

  • Participated in Halloween festivities by Dressing up and LARPing. (Sorta.)
  • Have watched Felicia Day’s episode of ‘Supernatural – 9×04 “Slumber Party”
    One Word – “Ding Dong, Bitches.”
  • Recently gotten back into WoW. For the non-nerds who don’t understand… World of Warcraft. Please. Get into it. Addicting. (Well, so is STO [Star Trek Online]…) Felicia Day even plays. Word.
  • Gone through insane Auditions and a couple productions
  • Studied a dissected frog. Poor thing. 
  • Put together like 2 presentations on Criminalistics I topics. (Hair and Fiber Examinations and Typed Document Examinations. Go me!)
  • Lost another Mother. She was like, my other mother growing up. Technically, she’s one of my BFF’s Mom’s, but hey, her parents became my other parents. I went to her showing on Thursday night, but since her death, I’ve been thrown for a complete loop. ♥ Rest in Peace; Diana Sue Hayes Cline.♥ 
  • Geek-ed out with BlizzCon2013. Check out http://www.WorldofWarcraft.com or more info. (Of course, it was a virtual Live! thing for me. I’m hoping for SupernaturalCon, and ComicCon in a year or two. Who’s been to any Cons? Comment and tell me YOUR experience. 🙂
  • Made my own CoffeeExpresso milkshake to my brothers’ Chicken Enchilada’s. Yummy on both behalf’s. See a post coming soon for recipes. 
  • AND – I’ve been drawing up Ideas for my own Webshow, hosted by me! Also, of course, featuring my amazing friends, and hopefully some other awesome people. :3


Wowee. A lot, right? What have you all been up to in the meantime?


XO. Ellie-Mae

Updates that’ll be coming your way!

Updates that will be posted: 
– After!Post of ‘Supernatural’ 9×04 “Slumber Party” (feat. Felicia Day & Tiio Horn)
– Audition America Talent Production & My Involvement.
– Fanfiction stuffs
– Random stuffs
– Death of a friend and mother. ♥ Rest in Peace; Diana Sue Hayes Cline.♥ 11/3/2013♥
– WoW. -World of Warcraft, nerds….
– Recipes. Mine and the Brothers’. 
-Halloween. LARP & The Costumed Girl. ;D

**These Updates will not be in this exact order. But oh well. 


XO – Ellie-Mae. 

Why I Have a Good Amount of Respect for Britney Spears.

Yea – my first Non-‘Supernatural’ post in a long time it seems. So, go you! 🙂

Anyways, this has been in my head for awhile, and it will probably seem a little silly, considering the circumstances.

But, I’ve realized, I have a pretty good amount of respect for Britney Spears. Y’all know her by being the Princess of Pop. She earned that title, fair and square. Along with Backstreet Boys and NSync. 

I was only like ten years old when the three bands came out, my first taste of modern-90’s pop. 

Britney had talent then, and while I don’t listen to much of her music today, I still listen to some of it. I fell in Love with “Baby One More Time”, “U Drive Me Crazy”, “Stronger”, “Oops! I Did It Again”. 

She grew into Hollywood at a young age, and like any other human being, made a few awkward and insane choices. K-Fed was one, but she got two beautiful son’s that she loves, and you can tell. The whole black hair, then shaving it off, and public indecency she had been judged for by the paparazzi.  I have found people just go through a stage like that. I might not have done what she’s done, or what you might have done, but I went through a stage in my life where I rebelled. 

Only instead of my teenage years, its kinda like now. 

But, I don’t do outrageous things. At least, not yet anyways. LOL.

Anyways, my point is, she’s been through a lot, her own demons and all, and she came out at the top. She never let the insane choices she made control her for long. Britney changed for her future and her son’s future. 

Now, she’s had 10-years in the perfume business, and countless albums along with chart-toppers. And that’s AFTER everything that has happened.


She has respect for her fans, and just basically, for everybody else. She knows we’re responsible for her success over the years, and Britney really does appreciate it. I can tell. And here’s this; 


I’m not a person who judges anybody. Y’all have your demons and lives and choices. I’m a Christian (though – I don’t go into depth on it. No worries.), and it’s God’s job to judge us. Not mine, and certainly not anybody else’s. 


Who I don’t really have much respect for, is people like Miley Cyrus. Sure – I thought Hannah Montana was great. Billy Ray was great. Billy Ray is also my Aunt’s cousin, who used to perform at the family reunion every few years. Of course, she’s an Aunt by marriage, so he’s obviously not related to me.

Yea – I listen to some of her songs, when I’m working out. “We Can’t Stop” when I’m working out, or need something a little upbeat. But, that’s it. Her behavior is crazy and insane, just watch the VMA’s. I’m not gonna sit here and type everything I felt about that weird performance. Then her twitter response to one of the “little people” coming out about how degraded she felt about how she was laughed at. Miley’s response?


She could have at least taken a minute, and say “Well, I’m sorry she felt that way, but I wish her the best of Luck in the future.” She wouldn’t have to make a snide remark about how the girl wouldn’t get anywhere in life without her, blah blah blah, and she wouldn’t have to say anything mean and disrespectful. Miley could have been the bigger person, said sorry (even if she doesn’t give two Sh*ts), and moved on.

But no – the 20-year old has to act like a spoiled, don’t-give-a-f*ck-about-anybody-else-but-me little girl who admits to doing “molly”, aka Ecstacy.

Excuse me, is that legal now in California? Was it ever legal? Its a damn drug, not exactly medical marijuana. I understand it’s just heresay, although, publically, but damn. Someone give this girl an attitude check. PLEASE.

Anyways. That’s all I have for now. Hate if ya want. You’re entitled to your own opinions, just like I am. (Though – as long as it’s not a threatening BS thing. I wouldn’t stoop that low anyways….)

Look for my next post coming up later this evening. It’ll have a ‘Gravity’ (George Clooney, Sandra Bullock) mention, “Summertime Sadness” by Lana Del Rey, ‘Supernatural’ (yes, I know) mention, with Felicia Day, along with news about my new web-video series.

I will also be having a couple guest bloggers write a couple posts that will be up within the next couple of days. They’re good friends of mine, Rynne and Tricia. 

I appreciate everyone who takes time to follow and like my blog. It means a lot, and while I wanna say I hope I don’t ever offend anybody TOO bad, I’m not gonna watch too carefully on what I say. I will probably never discuss my Christianity and especially Political stance with anybody either. Unless you seriously wanna converse. But be forewarned, I’m outspoken and can get very serious.




“I Found a Liquor Store. And I Drank it.”

The title of this blog post, comes from ‘Supernatural’ episode 5×16 ’99 Problems’. It’s spoken by Castiel (Angel of the Lord dude, played by Misha Collins. Me-sha….) 

Anyways, tonight’s episode is 9×03 ‘I’m No Angel’, airing on CW 9/8c. 

Synopsis: CASTIEL IS HUNTED BY THE ANGELS — Ezekiel tells Dean (Jensen Ackles) a group of angels is hunting Castiel (Misha Collins). Dean and Sam (Jared Padalecki) race to find their friend before the angels do. Meanwhile, a homeless Castiel is trying to make his way through the city and comes across some unexpected surprises.


Here’s a funny-tweet from Misha himself: 




Here’s Misha’s twitter: www.twitter.com/mishacollins

And NOW, tune into MY twitter for Live-Tweets of tonight’s episode ‘I’m No Angel’! 🙂



‘I Hate that thing…I want one.’

So, today is Tuesday. Yey. I could actually care less sorta.
I couldn’t sleep well last night, my brain just wants to keep running and running, which in turn, makes me get less sleep. Which makes me cranky. And headache-ridden.

Okay – enough negativity.

The title of the post comes from ‘Supernatural’ episode 8×20 ‘Pac-Man Fever’, with recurring guest star Felicia Day as Charlie Bradbury.


Charlie, our LARP(ing) Queen of Moondoor (see 8×11 LARP and the Real Girl), and hardcore hacker and gaming-geek (see 7×20 Girl with the Dungeons and Dragons Tattoo). Of course, she’s played by the amazing Felicia Day (see link at end of this for twitter..), who is one of the most awesome-est women that I haven’t yet gotten to meet yet. Sadly.


I’m really EXCITED!!! Excited doesn’t even cover it actually.

Charlie is coming back for the new Season 9 of Supernatural for the 4th episode titled ‘Slumber Party’. The synopsis could NOT get any better!!

Supernatural 9×04 – Slumber Party
Synopsis: ELICIA DAY RETURNS AS CHARLIE/SAM, DEAN AND CHARLIE MEET DOROTHY FROM OZ — Sam (Jared Padalecki) and Dean (Jensen Ackles) discover that the table in the Men of Letters house (the one that lit up like a Christmas Tree when the angels fell), has an ancient computer attached to it. They figure if they can get the computer on, they can track the angels. Who better to call for help than the best IT girl there is, Charlie (guest star Felicia Day)? While moving the massive computer, they dislodge a hidden hexbag that unleashes a magical green-webbed wall. Sam and Dean break through it and discover the one and only Dorothy (guest star Tiio Horn) from Oz. She had trapped herself and the wicked witch (guest star Maya Massar) in the web years ago to stop the witch from finding the key that would open the gate that connected their world with Oz. With the wall broken, a massive and magical fight ensues that threatens to destroy the Men of Letters house.

OMG right? Okay, I LOVE Felicia Day. I LOVE Charlie. I LOVE Wizard of Oz. I mean, my FAVORITE Childhood movie! Okay – time for a “Go-Crazy” moment….

1….2…3… – GAHHHHHH!!!!! *Yells and Dances around the room*

Okay – Sorry. Moment over. I’m dumb, I know. But I can’t help it!

Will follow up with a post about Tonight’s ‘Supernatural’ episode 9×03 ‘I’m No Angel’, which is a Castiel episode. If you’ve been watching, you’ve seen that Angel-Of-The-Lord Castiel is no longer an Angel. He’s just Cas. Human-Cas. The Angels had fell in 8×23’s ‘Sacrifice’. And so, Cas is in trouble and the boys have to find him! :3

Anywho! Felicia Day’s Twitter: www.twitter.com/feliciaday



PS: I’ll have more posts not Supernatural-centric. I swear.